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"The brain is wider than the sky, For, put them side by side,
The one the other will include With ease, and you beside"
-- Emily Dickinson
"We will pursue peace as if there is no terrorism and fight terrorism as if there is no peace."
-- Yitzhak Rabin
"I have thought it my duty to exhibit things as they are, not as they ought to be."
-- Alexander Hamilton
"The stakes are too high for government to be a spectator sport."
-- Barbara Jordan
"Under democracy, one party always devotes its chief energies to
trying to prove that the other party is unfit to rule --
and both commonly succeed, and are right."
-- H. L. Mencken
"Necessity is the plea for every infringement of human freedom.
It is the argument of tyrants; it is the creed of slaves."
-- William Pitt
"The only completely consistent people are the dead."
-- Aldous Huxley
"I have had my solutions for a long time; but I do not yet know how I am to arrive at them."
-- Karl F. Gauss
"Whatever evils either reason or declamation have imputed to extensive empire,
the power of Rome was attended with some beneficial consequences to mankind;
and the same freedom of intercourse which extended the vices, diffused likewise
the improvements of social life."
-- Edward Gibbon
"Augustus was sensible that mankind is governed by names; nor was he deceived in his
expectation, that the senate and people would submit to slavery, provided they were
respectfully assured that they still enjoyed their ancient freedom."
-- Edward Gibbon
"There exists in human nature a strong propensity to depreciate the advantages, and to magnify
the evils, of the present times."
-- Edward Gibbon
"Our youth now loves luxuries. They have bad manners, contempt for authority.
They show disrespect for elders and they
love to chatter instead of exercise.
Children are now tyrants, not the servants, of their households. They
no longer rise when elders enter the room. They contradict their parents,
chatter before company, gobble up their food, and tyrannize
"Before impugning an opponent's motives, even when they legitimately may be impugned, answer his arguments."
-- Sidney Hook
"Idealism, alas, does not protect one from ignorance, dogmatism, and foolishness."
-- Sidney Hook
"Let me never fall into the vulgar mistake of dreaming that I am persecuted whenever I am contradicted."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson
"We take, and must continue to take, morally hazardous actions to preserve our civilization.
We must exercise our power. But we ought neither to believe that a nation is capable of perfect
disinterestedness in its exercise, nor become complacent about particular degrees of interest
and passion which corrupt the justice by which the exercise of power is legitimized."
-- Reinhold Niebuhr
"Faced with the choice of all the land without a Jewish state or a Jewish state without all the
land, we chose a Jewish state without all the land."
-- David Ben-Gurion
"...the proscribing any citizen as unworthy the public confidence by laying upon him
an incapacity of being called to offices of trust and emolument, unless he profess or renounce this
or that religious opinion, is depriving him injuriously of those privileges and advantages
to which, in common with his fellow citizens, he has a natural right; that it tends also
to corrupt the principles of that very religion it is meant to encourage, by bribing,
with a monopoly of worldly honours and emoluments, those who will externally profess
and conform to it;[...] that the opinions of men are not the object of civil government, nor under its jurisdiction; that to suffer the civil magistrate to intrude his powers into the field of opinion
and to restrain the profession or propagation of principles on supposition of their ill tendency is a dangerous fallacy, which at once destroys all religious liberty....
-- Virginia Statute for Religious Freedom, Thomas Jefferson
"We don't live just by ideas. Ideas are part of the mixture of customs and practices,
intuitions and instincts that make human life a conscious activity susceptible to
improvement or debasement. A radical idea may be healthy as a provocation;
a temperate idea may be stultifying. It depends on the circumstances. One of the most
tiresome arguments against ideas is that their 'tendency' is to some dire condition --
to totalitarianism, or to moral relativism, or to a war of all against all."
-- Louis Menand
"The darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain their neutrality in times of moral crisis."
-- Dante Alighieri
"He too serves a certain purpose who only stands and cheers."
-- Henry B. Adams
"The law, in its majestic equality, forbids the rich as well as the
poor to beg in the streets, steal bread, or sleep under a bridge."
-- Anatole France
"When bad men combine, the good must associate; else they will fall one by one, an unpitied sacrifice in a contemptible struggle."
-- Edmund Burke
"Education does not mean that we have become certified experts in business or mining or botany or journalism or epistemology;
it means that through the absorption of the moral, intellectual, and esthetic inheritance of the race we have come to
understand and control ourselves as well as the external world; that we have chosen the best as our associates both in spirit
and the flesh; that we have learned to add courtesy to culture, wisdom to knowledge, and forgiveness to understanding."
-- Will Durant
"Glimpses do ye seem to see of that mortally intolerable truth; that all deep, earnest thinking is
but the intrepid effort of the soul to keep the open independence of her sea; while the wildest
winds of heaven and earth conspire to cast her on the treacherous, slavish shore?"
-- Herman Melville
"The most important political office is that of the private citizen."
-- Louis D. Brandeis
"If we desire respect for the law, we must first make the law respectable."
-- Louis D. Brandeis
"We can have democracy in this country, or we can have great wealth concentrated in the hands of a few, but we can't have both."
-- Louis D. Brandeis
"It is an error to suppose that books have no influence; it is a slow influence, like flowing water carving out a canyon,
but it tells more and more with every year; and no one can pass an hour a day in the society of sages and heroes without
being lifted up a notch or two by the company he has kept."
-- Will Durant
"When you write, you’re trying to transpose what you’re thinking into something that is less like an annoying drone and more like a piece of music."
-- Louis Menand
"Sex is a continuum."
-- Gore Vidal
"I contemplate with sovereign reverence that act of the whole American people which declared that their legislature should
make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibit the free exercise thereof, thus building a wall of separation between church and state."
-- Thomas Jefferson, letter to the Baptists of Danbury, Connecticut, 1802.
"The sum of our religion is peace and unanimity, but these can scarcely stand unless we define as little as possible,
and in many things leave one free to follow his own judgment, because there is great obscurity in many matters, and
man suffers from this almost congenital disease that he will not give in when once a controversy is started, and
after he is heated he regards as absolutely true that which he began to sponsor quite casually...."
-- Desiderius Erasmus
"Are we to have a censor whose imprimatur shall say what books may be sold, and what we may buy? And who is thus to dogmatize religious opinions for our citizens? Whose foot is to be the measure to which ours are all to be cut or stretched? Is a priest to be our inquisitor, or shall a layman, simple as ourselves, set up his reason as the rule of what we are to read, and what we must disbelieve?"
-- Thomas Jefferson, in a letter to N. G. Dufief, Philadelphia bookseller, 1814
"We are told that it is only people's objective actions that matter, and their subjective feelings are of no importance. Thus pacifists, by obstructing the war effort,
are 'objectively' aiding the Nazis; and therefore the fact that they may be personally hostile to Fascism is irrelevant. I have been guilty of saying this myself more than once. The same argument is applied to Trotskyism. Trotskyists are often credited, at any rate by Communists, with being active and conscious agents of Hitler; but when you point out the many and obvious reasons why this is unlikely to be true,
the 'objectively' line of talk is brought forward again. To criticize the Soviet Union helps Hitler: therefore 'Trotskyism is Fascism'. And when this has been established, the accusation of conscious treachery is usually repeated.
This is not only dishonest; it also carries a severe penalty with it. If you disregard people's motives, it becomes much harder to foresee their actions."
-- George Orwell, "As I Please," Tribune, 8 December 1944
"Wouldn't this be a great world if insecurity and desperation made us more attractive? If 'needy' were a turn-on?"
-- "Aaron Altman," Broadcast News
"The great thing about human language is that it prevents us from sticking to the matter at hand."
-- Lewis Thomas
"To be ignorant of what happened before you were born is to be ever a child. For what is man's lifetime unless the memory of past events is woven with those of earlier times?"
"Knowledge is of two kinds. We know a subject ourselves, or we know where we can find information upon it."
-- Samuel Johnson, Life Of Johnson
"Very well, what did my critics say in attacking my character? I must read out their affidavit, so to speak, as though they were my legal accusers: Socrates is guilty of criminal meddling, in that he inquires into things below the earth and in the sky, and makes the weaker argument defeat the stronger, and teaches others to follow his example."
-- Socrates, via Plato, The Republic
"Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, represents, in the final analysis, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children."
-- Dwight D. Eisenhower
"The term, then, is obviously a relative one; my pedantry is your scholarship, his reasonable accuracy, her irreducible minimum of education, & someone else's ignorance."
-- H. W. Fowler
"Rules exist for good reasons, and in any art form the beginner must learn them and understand what they are for, then follow them for quite a while. A visual artist, pianist, dancer, fiction writer, all beginning artists are in the same boat here: learn the rules, understand them, follow them. It's called an apprenticeship. A mediocre artist never stops following the rules, slavishly follows guidelines, and seldom rises above mediocrity. An accomplished artist internalizes the rules to the point where they don't have to be consciously considered. After you've put in the time it takes to learn to swim, you never stop to think: now I move my arm, kick, raise my head, breathe. You just do it. The accomplished artist knows what the rules mean, how to use them, dodge them, ignore them altogether, or break them. This may be a wholly unconscious process of assimilation, one never articulated, but it has taken place."
-- Kate Wilhelm
"The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion that stands at the cradle of true art and true science. Whoever does not know it and can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed."
-- Albert Einstein
"The decisive moment in human evolution is perpetual."
-- Franz Kafka, Aphorisms
"All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better."
-- Samuel Beckett, Worstward Ho
"First they ignore you. Then they ridicule you. And then they attack you and want to burn you. And then they build monuments to you."
-- Nicholas Klein, May, 1919, to the Third Biennial Convention of the Amalgamated Clothing Workers of America (misattributed to Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, 1914 & variants).
"Our credulity is a part of the imperfection of our natures. It is inherent in us to desire to generalize, when we ought, on the contrary, to guard ourselves very carefully from this tendency."
-- Napoleon I of France.
"The truth is, men are very hard to know, and yet, not to be deceived, we must judge them by their present actions, but for the present only."
-- Napoleon I of France.
"The barbarous custom of having men beaten who are suspected of having important secrets to reveal must be abolished. It has always been recognized that this way of interrogating men, by putting them to torture, produces nothing worthwhile. The poor wretches say anything that comes into their mind and what they think the interrogator wishes to know."
-- On the subject of torture, in a letter to Louis Alexandre Berthier (11 November 1798), published in Correspondance Napoleon edited by Henri Plon (1861), Vol. V, No. 3606, p. 128
"All living souls welcome whatever they are ready to cope with; all else they ignore, or pronounce to be monstrous and wrong, or deny to be possible."
-- George Santayana, Dialogues in Limbo (1926)
"If you should put even a little on a little, and should do this often, soon this too would become big."
-- Hesiod, Work And Days
"Your Honor, years ago I recognized my kinship with all living beings, and I made up my mind that I was not one bit better than the meanest on earth. I said then, and I say now, that while there is a lower class, I am in it, and while there is a criminal element I am of it, and while there is a soul in prison, I am not free."
-- Eugene V. Debs
"Reputation is what other people know about you. Honor is what you know about yourself."
-- Lois McMaster Bujold, A Civil Campaign
"All that we have to do is to send two mujahidin to the furthest point east to raise a piece of cloth on which is written "al-Qaida," in order to make the generals race there to cause America to suffer human, economic, and political losses without their achieving for it anything of note other than some benefits for their private companies."
-- Osama bin Laden
"Remember, Robin: evil is a pretty bad thing."
Gary Farber is now a licensed Quintuple Super-Sekrit Multi-dimensional Master Pundit.
He does not always refer to himself in the third person.
He is presently single.
The gefilte fish is dead. Donate via the donation button on the top left or I'll shoot this cutepanda. Don't you lovepandas?
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...writer[s] I find myself checking out repeatedly when I'm in the mood to play follow-the-links. They're not all people I agree with all the time, or even most of the time, but I've found them all to be thoughtful writers, and that's the important thing, or should be.
-- Tom Tomorrow
I bow before the shrillitudinousness of Gary Farber, who has been blogging like a fiend.
-- Ted Barlow, Crooked Timber
Favorite.... [...] ...all great stuff. [...] Gary Farber should never be without readers.
I usually read you and Patrick several times a day, and I always get something from them. You've got great links, intellectually honest commentary, and a sense of humor. What's not to like?
-- Ted Barlow
One of my issues with many poli-blogs is the dickhead tone so many bloggers affect to express their sense of righteous indignation. Gary Farber's thoughtful leftie takes on the world stand in sharp contrast with the usual rhetorical bullying. Plus, he likes "Pogo," which clearly attests to his unassaultable good taste.
Jaysus. I saw him do something like this before, on a thread about Israel. It was pretty brutal. It's like watching one of those old WWF wrestlers grab an opponent's
face and grind away until the guy starts crying. I mean that in a nice & admiring way, you know.
-- Fontana Labs, Unfogged
We read you Gary Farber! We read you all the time! Its just that we are lazy with our blogroll. We are so very very lazy. We are always the last ones to the party but we always have snazzy bow ties.
-- Fafnir, Fafblog!
Gary Farber you are a genius of mad scientist proportions. I will bet there are like huge brains growin in jars all over your house.
-- Fafnir, Fafblog!
Gary Farber is the hardest working man in show blog business. He's like a young Gene Hackman blogging with his hair on fire, or something.
-- Belle Waring, John & Belle Have A Blog
Gary Farber only has two blogging modes: not at all, and 20 billion interesting posts a day [...] someone on the interweb whose opinions I can trust....
-- Belle Waring, John & Belle Have A Blog
Isn't Gary a cracking blogger, apropos of nothing in particular?
-- Alison Scott
Gary Farber takes me to task, in a way befitting the gentleman he is.
-- Stephen Green, Vodkapundit
My friend Gary Farber at Amygdala is the sort of liberal for whom I happily give three cheers. [...] Damned incisive blogging....
-- Midwest Conservative Journal
If I ever start a paper, Clueless writes the foreign affairs column, Layne handles the city beat, Welch has the roving-reporter job, Tom Tomorrow runs the comic section (which carries Treacher, of course). MediaMinded runs the slots - that's the type of editor I want as the last line of defense. InstantMan runs the edit page - and you can forget about your Ivins and Wills and Friedmans and Teepens on the edit page - it's all Blair, VodkaP, C. Johnson, Aspara, Farber, Galt, and a dozen other worthies, with Justin 'I am smoking in such a provocative fashion' Raimondo tossed in for balance and comic relief.
Who wouldn't buy that paper? Who wouldn't want to read it? Who wouldn't climb over their mother to be in it?
-- James Lileks
I do appreciate your role and the role of Amygdala as a pioneering effort in the integration of fanwriters with social conscience into the larger blogosphere of social conscience.
-- Lenny Bailes
Every single post in that part of Amygdala visible on my screen is either funny or bracing or important. Is it always like this? -- Natalie Solent
People I've known and still miss include Isaac Asimov, rich brown, Charles Burbee, F. M. "Buzz" Busby, Terry Carr, A. Vincent Clarke, Bob Doyle, George Alec Effinger, Abi Frost,
Bill & Sherry Fesselmeyer, George Flynn, John Milo "Mike" Ford. John Foyster, Mike Glicksohn, Jay Haldeman, Neith Hammond (Asenath Katrina Hammond)/DominEditrix , Chuch Harris, Mike Hinge, Lee Hoffman, Terry Hughes, Damon Knight, Ross Pavlac, Bruce Pelz, Elmer Perdue, Tom Perry,
Larry Propp, Bill Rotsler, Art Saha, Bob Shaw, Martin Smith, Harry Stubbs, Bob Tucker, Harry Warner, Jr., Jack Williamson, Walter A. Willis, Susan Wood, Kate Worley, and Roger Zelazny.
It's just a start, it only gets longer, many are unintentionally left out.
And She of whom I must write someday.
Y'know, it really shits for me that I'm associating December/New Year's with the memory of the love of my life, Anna Vargo's, death last year at this time, of cancer, with it.
But there it is, and it depresses the hell out of me, and makes me weep. But in future years, I hope it will lessen, and while the loss will never lessen, the pain likely will.
But meanwhile I'm here and now, and to anyone I've offended, I'm sorry. Not that that lessens any offense I've given. Seal it up, Lord, is a privilege I can't ask for.
Yes, I'm as moody, and generally sad, a bastard as ever. Tromp on me for my wrongs as you wish; I'm guilty, and I deserve it.
And so many people are in far worse trouble around the world. Please pay attention to them, and their needs, more than me. Just go fight for the right. And learn about the history of civil liberties in America. Please. And let none of us ever despair, despite reality.
The last is all I ask for a merry fucking Christmas and Hannukah and Solstice. God bless us fucking all, everyone. And a happy New Year, to us all.
P.S.: I envy the ability of other blogs to gather communities around them. For various reasons, I am an utter failure at that, and while I've never tried or aimed for it, I once thought it might happen without effort. I was so wrong. You have to be likeable for that. (Okay, yes, I'm also feeling sorry for myself, as well as others; shoot me now. Please.)
So sorry, Gary. Tough time of the year for grieving, but you do it honorably. Nothing I can say but hang in there, and that all things, including grief, pass.
And regarding community around you, um, I see your name all over the internets, all of it (so far that I've seen, anyway) associated with the thoughfulness and consideration that is your due. I'd also kill for your Sitemeter stats, not to mention your reputation.
I'm certainly not obvlivious to the fact that I get more hits than an average blogspot site, or any number of fine ones, but I measure myself by other peers. I thought I was doing a fine blog long before Atrios or Kos started, for instance. And, to make a very rare mention, once upon a time, many of the folks now commenting at the Nielsen Hayden site I used to think were friends. And I was blogging long before either Unfogged or ObWings started.
So while I wouldn't actually want to be a hugely commented upon site, because policing that is a job in itself, the fact that I get mostly nothing, does contribute to my sense of inadequacy.
But mostly it's the rest of the inadequacy of my life that bothers me, to be sure. I need to work on that.
Thanks again for the nice words. I'm a sucker for the sincere nice words. (Which means I appreciate them very much, not that I'm questioning the sincerity; I've learned to clarify this, because otherwise the alternative accusation seems to inevitably happy when seen by enough people.)
But it's really nice of you guys to say such. And, yeah, I'm fucking down, and can use it.
Happy holidays. I wish I had a family, or even some close local friends. Must work on finding at least the latter.
At least I'm not worrying about having a roof over my head, and the person responsible knows I thank him, I hope.
To whine more finely, by the way, if you look more closely at the SiteMeter stats (and why would anyone>, but moving on), you'll note that about 90% of the hits are from search engines; I'm convinced that search engine hits are not readers -- how much time to you spend reading a hit you don't care about, after all?)
So, so far as I can tell, I have a couple of dozen readers who read me for me. Maybe. Maybe three or five dozen. And $DEITY bless you all, each and every one of you.
To be sure, there are worse things in life. It's just a bit counter-aspirational. My hopes run higher. Not that I manage to work hard enough to justify them. And that's no one's fault but my own.
Gosh, but I'm gloomy. And lonely. I probably mentioned lonely.
Although, according to the recent on Obsidian Wings, I'm clearly lying and telling a totally unbelievable story in saying this. I don't ever leave words out, or make typos, I just lie about trivia to no point whatsoever, and can't admit error.
Also: hurt feelings. Speaking of reputation, and feelings, and more than I'll ever say to anyone I'm not sleeping with, which is to say, no one these days. But I already mentioned the lonely. And the feeling sorry for myself. So, stopping now. I'm too much in the Life Sucks mode, and yet I still appreciate that it's great compared to a) so many others; b) the alternative.
Like I said, all things pass, and sometimes a "life sucks right now" mood just needs to happen. Then life doesn't suck, then it does again. Roller coaster ride, just hang on and have try to have fun.
And at least the top Google search that gets people to your blog isn't "urinal etiquette." That's mine.
Regarding commenters, well, if you want a lot, you need to have less carefully thought-out posts. Insane ranters get comments. Do the blog equivalent of biting the head off a live rat, and you'll have all kinds of entertaining commenters. For example, I notice that Dean Esmay is currently demanding the televised live execution of whomever leaked the news about the NSA.
On the other hand, I drop by here for higher quality stuff.
Yes, to be sure, I started blogging almost four years ago this week (or next week, depending upon one's counting method), and my immediate note was that throwing red meat was the way to attract an audience, and I concluded without even bothering to worry about it that I had no interest in that.
For whatever it's worth, I've always tried to put myself out there as me, and tried to worry as little as possible (which means a certain amount of worrying) about the consequences. And to choose to try not to pander. To anything. Except my own beliefs, I guess.
Tossing red meat has been, from Day One, the obvious path to popularity. But what's the worth of the admiration of assholes? See the Sir Thomas More thing, again.
I elevate myself by even mentioning the saint in the same breath as myself, and I don't meant to say I'm even worth so mentioning. But it was one of many deeply influential movies at an early age, for me, as well as Kevin Smith.
And the Jewish tradition I was raised in taught me to deal with, and admire, morality.
Not pointless or obsolete rules. But caring about doing right.
I fail a lot, of course.
And any number of obvious ploys, any day, would bring readers.
But I'm not interested unless they're interested in the real me. I can't imagine taking up the life of a Bill O'Reilly. I can't believe he's a soulfully happy man. And going down that sort of role road eats one's soul.
I'm incredibly grateful for those who do appreciate me for me, and for all those who have found me through the internets. God bless you all, everyone.
(And, wow, I really wish I was better friends with the folks in the apartment to the left, because the cooking smell leaking through just now is marvelous, and not remotely just their normal french toast.)
I'm also just missing having a sweetie, it's plain. Sweeties are good. And I tend to not lack for adoring them. Must work on this.
Did I mention that I've been blogging long before Obsidian Wings?
Probably. Certainly I have in other posts and places.
But, for whatever reasons, folks hang out there, and ignore me here. (Mostly. I don't mean to ignore you folks who kindly drop by here now and again, on occasion. Thank you muchly, all!)
But this isn't a community blog, and while I have mixed feelings about that, a primary feeling is sadness.
I guess I'm not a community-inspiring guy.
And I can hardly blame that on anything other than my own character. (Okay, a bit on not making an effort, but still.)
But, yes, I'm in a fucking down mood, and so I'll stop commenting now, and thus try to not add more to my public foolishness (as if any more would add to infinity). (Did I mention I was in a bad mood?)
Hopelessly trying to avoid obsessing, I must say that in regard to this (and at least avoiding correcting the endless typos I made above) the following: "you need to have less carefully thought-out posts" forces me to admit that all posts and comments I make are instinctual, immeditate, responses.
I started writing online to try to force myself, to try to train myself, to write that way, because I was otherwise locked up in writing.
And that worked. But it has never yet bled over into writing-for-anything else. (And the original version of that would be complete gibberish, if I hadn't edited, although I'm sure, per Francis on ObWi, I'm just lying in saying so.)
Pretty much the only way I can write is to pour it out. When I hesitate, I am lost. Which is why it's mostly crap and awkwardness, of course.
Of course, my entire life and style at this are a lie, according to the recent at the site I used to feel comfortable at. Not that subjectivity should suggest I have a life, since I don't.
Time for some DVDs, I guess. Or more news and commentary.
Crank, crank, fucking crank. Did I say "sour" mood? (And less editing ; fuck it, what's the point?) (Jesus, comrehensibility, given what you don't see my fingers actually turning out; I couldn't figure out what it says,myself.)
I made another pass at this, and it came out gibberish. But, given that that sort of thing is less plausible then a public defender hears, fuck it. And fuck anyone who believes that of me. I have a record. Make of it what you will. Public defenders, I guess, contrary to the record, never get drunk or leave words out. Only liars do (or take the billion takes it takes to make this comment without making such typos. It's all so fucking unlikely, despite happening ever moment I type). Asshole, except for the typos/wordos I made trying to say this.)
I think you're worth reading. I don't know if you noticed or not, but my link list at my site is rather trim and you're one of the few on there. I stop by here several times a day to see what's up. Most of the time, I don't feel like commenting, because there's really not much to say.
This may sound stupid, but I think one of the primary problems (if you can even call it that) is that you tend to update quite quickly and voluminously. It tends to be overwhelming, especially in a format where people have gotten used to quick, pithy posts with lots of snark but very little thought.
When people want to comment, it's usually just an empty-headed ditto or a predictable Screed of Rage that was old ten years ago. They want to feel good about themselves and their opinions and they want to be around other people who validate their opinions by agreeing with them -- at least when they're not carrying out the hard work of defending the Faith one blog comment section at a time. Your blog just doesn't seem conducive to that sort of thing. Comments are fucking overrated slophouses of the inane, anyway.
As far as the traffic thing goes, I started another website just to get away from all the attention. Increased attention attracts a greater proportion of idiots whose introduction to computers was a Dell with Deer Hunter loaded on it. Well, since you're a "lefty" blog, you'd probably get people whose introduction to computers consisted of going to CompUSA and asking which aisle the Internet was on.
One tiny bit of criticism: the black text on blue background gives the site a weird feel. I'm sure there's someone out there who can figure out how to make a blog design that complements your posting style without charging you for it.
I think some of it is the sheer amount of posts; some also the fact that you don't leave much left to be said due to intelligent writing. Would you want to slacken off in the content of your posts in order to get people saying, "Hey, you missed out this?" Probably not, although, of course, as communities develop, people comment for the sake of commenting.
Shorter James Casey: I don't know what the solution is.
Personally, I read you several times a day, but I guess I'm more inclined to comment on music-related blogs these days. You'll have noticed I haven't been seen on ObWings in a long time; longer in terms of regularity.
But my very best wishes to you at this time of year (though not in any way that makes other best wishes insincere, of course!).